oops he did it again
fuck this shit. i did the rightful things this time around. i was friendly. i was patient, i was kind.
and for crying out loud - i just dont understand this at all - normal kind of FRIENDS DO NOT DO THE FOLLOWING:
1. you don't call me 3-4 times a day, just for sweet nothings.
2. you don't sms me that much as well.
3. you don't talk with normal friends for hours and hours a day.
4. you don't talk about the amazing factor, the interesting side, or the fact that you know there's a good connection out there.
5. you don't make her feel lead on.
6. you don't have sex with her in the first place.
7. you don't say promises you can't keep.
9. you do not tell her you're addicted to her.
10. you do not provoke sweet moments.
11. you say the lovey dovey things comes with an emotional relationship.. well fuck you, do not touch me like i am yours. do not kiss me. do not be sweet and make me feel like there's a future for this.
12. you do not make her cry.
so here's a song dedicated just for you - (well maybe not the burying part.. but this is how you make me feel right now)
DISTILLERS, THE | Dismantle Me Lyrics
I fancy you but I've been destined to,
and all i know disolved,
I could never reundo you,
I will always say it's so,
I will always speak the truth,
Descend into a noose
I could never re-undo you,
I want to bury you
I want to bury you
Vultures circle around,
Feathers float,
Wings flap,
Beaks pound.
And though my heart's exposed,
I could never reundo you,
I will always bleed the truth,
I will always speak and know,
I was sent to cut you loose,
I will never reundo you,
I want to bury you,
I want to bury you,
I want to bury you,
I want to bury you,
Dismantle me,
Dismantle me,
Dismantle me,
Dismantle me,
Unless it's warm and humid on swanston street,
And the air is filled with electricity,
And the sky is deeper than the dream,
And the sky is deeper than the!!,
Dismantle me (I want to bury you),
Dismantle me (I want to bury you),
Dismantle me (I want to bury you),
Dismantle me (I want to bury you),
And the sky is deeper than the dream,
you always said, you didn't want to go further because if things go wrong the friendship is gone and you didn't want to hurt anyone.
no more excuses of saying that i'm different from the rest of the girls.. in essence, you've just treated all of us the same way - i might have been on the good pedestal, but you've all treated us like whores.
well guess what, you lost me anyway.
no more excuses.